So I've learned to do small pleasures.

Tags: Harvestpoint & semi-hermit & body language & small groups & large groups & Summergate & Wintergate & hair of the bear & recipies & calendars & lexicon & Raven & blueberries

I think I'm spending more time trying to sleep than actually sleeping.

Tags: insomnia & companion & play & Mom & calendars & Evernote & digital binder & Pangere

As something suitable for the ages, the websites work as they are. As something that I can update and tweak, I need programs to manage.

Tags: Mom & caregiver & pagan Vigil & webmaster & Gallup & companion & slice of life & ugh-politics & garden

Yes, sometimes you can taste the Moonlight in the predawn. It's full of promise and hope and wonder, with the ever so slight tartness of regret.

Tags: Thursday & dawn & Wednesday & rain showers & Moon & malachite bear pendant & fun & Sage of Greater Pagan Wisdom & slice of life & Pagan & quotes & picture & maxims & false modesty & service of truth & creative & tweaking & passions & positive & Wildman

My high desert has been absolutely gorgeous.

Tags: journal & moonbathing & Mom & caregiver & high desert & sky & Earth & tomato & sharing & the Gardener & companion & homemade peach ice cream & pendants

I'm typing this on my patio and one of my neighbor's pigeons is giving me the eye.

Tags: Mom & the Gardener & yard & flowers & apple trees & worms & grandfather & pigeon & ravens & journal

I love watching ladies sunbathing in the summer. It's purely sexual.

Tags: sunbathing & wondering & climax & philosophy & Divine & notebook & share & Pagan Vigil & Isaiah's Job & companion & garden & tomato & spinach & zucchini & journal

Last night I wrapped myself in the blanket and spent a long time watching the flames in my small fire.

Tags: ecology & global warming & climate change & fire & garden & ugh-politics & journal

In a little while I am going to go plant my tree. I can't get away this weekend so I am starting Summergate a little early.

Tags: Court of Shadows & trees & Summergate & pendants & Mom & caregiver & Raven & family & journal

I didn't plan to become a pagan sex advisor on ethics, but looking at my writings on sex, that's exactly what I have become.

Tags: journal & companion & sex scandal & Kenny Klein & ethics & in your face paganism & Adam The Woo & slice of life & mask & hair of the bear & Mom & caregiver & Bear & Coyote & Raven & Dan Flores

I've been up all night with the sound of the night in my ears. Also aroused. And no companion around.

Tags: ritual bath & moonbathing & Moon & sunrise & bright moon & calendars & Pagan Vigil & journal

This week I got back into my discipline.

Tags: calendars & blood magick & discipline & journal & Scott Cunningham & Donald Kraig & dark moon & Court of Shadows & compost pile & companion & sky calendar & lore calendar & wyrd calendar & Mom & caregiver

I am keeping the baseball hats though…

Tags: companion & trauma drama & paganism & Mom & caregiver & recovery & teknologi & IPhone & Spring & spring cleaning & tweaking & journal

I can let it warp my life, or I can do the thing I decided years ago.

Tags: sunrise & ugh-politics & pagan community & calendars

The best thing I can do is find a way to channel the passion.

Tags: Bright & Dark Blessings & webmaster & creative & trauma drama & design & Pagan Vigil Reader & journal

No, it wasn’t responsible. No, I’m not proud of it. And yes, it lasted longer than it should have with me.

Tags: monogamous & picture & people cherish their passions & pillow talk problem & trust & collecting pelts & statuary & nudity & naked

It’s one of the few sexual labels that I bother with. It’s not that I disapprove of labels like gay, lesbian, transgender, and all the others. It’s just hard to see how the label applies to me unless we have sex.

Tags: eros & polyamorous & polyamory & dark & early & companion & Christianity & sensualist & polygamous & Corporate Clone & collecting pelts & Christian & video & Forbidden & orgasm

I am a sensualist. I’m telling you this because all too often pagans forget we’re supposed to bridge worlds.

Tags: senses & ritual magick & Asperger syndrome & candle & Robot & Coyote & Raven & sensualist & garden

Separation of faith and politics

Tags: meditation & us vs. them & pagan community & emotional vs. rational & ugh-politics & J1W & pullback & Christian & Christian bash & Christianity

Look around and see the wonders

Tags: tools & world song & Christianity & clean sheets & hot running water & Arduino & Age of Wonders & Spark of Inspiration

Beware the Egos

Tags: character & leadership & Joseph Campbell & Spiderman & Fantastic Four & Doctor Strange & Big Name Pagan & Divine & effective & dishonor

Still here sorta

Tags: 3rd Yearnings

❝On stage I make love to twenty-five thousand people; and then I go home alone.❞
     — Janis Joplin

Tags: 3rd Yearnings & Asperger syndrome & mask & Robot & companion & nudity & wisdom & alone & make love & on stage & Janis Joplin